I fucked up
I pretty much destroyed my life right now, ruined it. Yep ruined it
Now I bet she doesn’t want to have anything to do with me. She doesn’t trust me anymore. And I don’t know what to do. I guess the best I can do is tell her that I won’t do it again. But you know it won’t happen/:
Cameron… You’re still my life, my world, my bestfriend, my partner, my nerd, my baby, my girlfriend.
Now with me out of high school and you still in band I’m going to have to fight through the pain and work with what we have. I can’t have that empty space in my heart): you’re all what I want in this world
I know you want space but I don’t know how to handle it, it’s something I have to work on and not get sad everyday. And you’re right about me being grounded.
I’m done with that bitch(Micah)
I don’t want to do anything with her or talk to her or even see her. I really want to quit my job so I can get the hell away from her. I wish I didn’t meet her or even talked to her. Cause I fucked up and fucked everything up. I’m going tomorrow if I can get my schedule changed, or if not I’m going to leave and find another job.
I care about you Cameron
I care about us
But now I can see is you pushing that all away. I deserve it. I should the get the worlds shittest fucked up boyfriend award
I’m asking for forgiveness
For another chance, to do things right and not repeat the same mistake again.
Cameron, I love you so much with all my heart and I can’t do anything without you